Well I have had an interesting day. This “Was” day two of what my
doctor wanted me to do with my meds. I was supposed to take 5Mg Lex
before bed with my Remeron (7.5Mg) and 2.5 of Lex when I get up.
Well for the second day in a row I couldn’t handle that and I woke up
this morning with a lot of anxiety and depression taking turns. It
was such an uneasy balance of those two that instead of taking 2.5Mg
I went straight for the 5Mg and I needed my Klonopin also. I’ll take
the 2.5 before bed tonight. As for my day the 5Mg with my Klonopin
helped taper down on the anxiety, but the depression reared its ugly
head most of the day (Extreme fatigue, sadness, no appetite). Its
weird because I’ve never really been a depressed person, and I felt
AWESOME with energy and NO DEPRESSION when I was in my first trhee
weeks of 5Mg of Lex. Now in my last two weeks I feel tired and
depressed. I know that I just got over a flu around that time, but I
still don’t understand why I feel tired and depressed when it was the
exact opposite before. Any Ideas?
Unfortunately the simple answer is “Just raise the Lex”, but the
nausea is too extreme for me (Can’t eat and major stomach pains).
Well I’m placing a call in to my doctor tomorrow. Also I’m seeing my
new therapist for my second visit tomorrow. She’s pretty cool. (My
last one was an absolute joke, many months with him down the drain
but that’s a whole other story).
Anyway I need some minor tweaking with my meds with my P-doc. I
don’t know what will be changed, but I know at least things don’t
feel right chemically now, keep the fingers crossed positively for
me.
Well that’s it for now, like I said yesterday, I will be around here
more often to share, and believe me when things turn around for the
better I will let you guys know also. I’m not a complete
Mr. Negativity, I’m just knocked for now looking for ways to bounce
back…
Take Care,
Anthony