Ups, Downs, and Questions

Well I have had an interesting day. This “Was” day two of what my
doctor wanted me to do with my meds. I was supposed to take 5Mg Lex
before bed with my Remeron (7.5Mg) and 2.5 of Lex when I get up.
Well for the second day in a row I couldn’t handle that and I woke up
this morning with a lot of anxiety and depression taking turns. It
was such an uneasy balance of those two that instead of taking 2.5Mg
I went straight for the 5Mg and I needed my Klonopin also. I’ll take
the 2.5 before bed tonight. As for my day the 5Mg with my Klonopin
helped taper down on the anxiety, but the depression reared its ugly
head most of the day (Extreme fatigue, sadness, no appetite). Its
weird because I’ve never really been a depressed person, and I felt
AWESOME with energy and NO DEPRESSION when I was in my first trhee
weeks of 5Mg of Lex. Now in my last two weeks I feel tired and
depressed. I know that I just got over a flu around that time, but I
still don’t understand why I feel tired and depressed when it was the
exact opposite before. Any Ideas?
Unfortunately the simple answer is “Just raise the Lex”, but the
nausea is too extreme for me (Can’t eat and major stomach pains).
Well I’m placing a call in to my doctor tomorrow. Also I’m seeing my
new therapist for my second visit tomorrow. She’s pretty cool. (My
last one was an absolute joke, many months with him down the drain
but that’s a whole other story).
Anyway I need some minor tweaking with my meds with my P-doc. I
don’t know what will be changed, but I know at least things don’t
feel right chemically now, keep the fingers crossed positively for
me.
Well that’s it for now, like I said yesterday, I will be around here
more often to share, and believe me when things turn around for the
better I will let you guys know also. I’m not a complete
Mr. Negativity, I’m just knocked for now looking for ways to bounce
back…
Take Care,
Anthony

9 Responses to “Ups, Downs, and Questions”

  1. Jewel Evalyn Says:

    hang in Anthony…one day at a time….it is trial and error but it will right itself….just have hope that it will….I went through a summer of hell…and never thought I would feel good again….but with the support of the people at celexa, one in particular, one day at a time…I am now doing well….
    at one point my anxiety was so bad, I couldnt walk….that was in July of 2001 then by September the celexa has kicked in enough for me to go back to school….I am a teacher and my biggest fear was that I wouldnt be able to start work…it was difficult but got better with each day….and this summer was great….still on 10mg of celexa but I am watching this board with huge interest….

    have hope anthony that the next day will be better and it probably will…we are here to catch you if you fall…..

    amanda

  2. Ophelia Talia Says:

    Anthony, what are you taking Remeron for? Me I am taking 30 mgs to
    help with ocd/depression. Seeems to be working so far. Now if I could
    only sleep at night.
    Tom

  3. Neva Marjory Says:

    Hey Tom,
    I’m taking Remeron for Panic Attacks and Depression, and believe it
    or not to help me sleep. (Go Figure lol) I know everyone is
    different, but without it I would fall back into my insomnia issues.
    Now I need to know out my fatigue during the day and my nausea and I
    would have a fighting chance at the Panic Attacks and Depression.
    Oh Well…
    Anthony

  4. Ophelia Talia Says:

    Anthony,the only thing I know that works on nausea is not good for
    depression but with out it I wouldn’t eat. Now if we could only get
    them to let doctors prescribe it. The only other thing I can suggest
    is pepcid or something like that. If you want to go natural try some
    wintergreen or peppermint.
    As afar as sleep goes so far lorezapam has been the only thing that
    has stilled the mind to let me sleep to bad it’s addictive. I wonder
    whats next on the list of drugs to try.
    Tom

  5. Neva Marjory Says:

    Well I take Protonix for the nausea. Protonix is like Pepcid/Nexium
    except its in a different type of family and it does not cause
    depression. Its effect is the same as Pepcid. As for the Lorezapam,
    I was on that for 8 months and I became hooked on it with bad
    withdrawl symptoms. That’s why I take Klonopin and stay away from
    Xanax. I need the tranquilizer that has a long half-life. Don’t get
    me wrong Lorazepam would put me to sleep, unfortunately it put me to
    sleep at work when I tried to stop. Its a shame even broken in half
    at the lowest lovel I would be very sedated. (As you can see I am
    very sensitive to meds). Oh well at least its a sign that I don’t
    abuse them like some stories I’ve heard…

  6. Patrica Alethia Says:

    Does the Nexium or Pepcid cause depression?

    Curious as I have just been instructed to stop

    the Nexium after 8 mths.

    Thanks,

    Crystal

    Well I take Protonix for the nausea. Protonix is like Pepcid/Nexium
    except its in a different type of family and it does not cause
    depression. Its effect is the same as Pepcid. As for the Lorezapam,
    I was on that for 8 months and I became hooked on it with bad
    withdrawl symptoms. That’s why I take Klonopin and stay away from
    Xanax. I need the tranquilizer that has a long half-life. Don’t get
    me wrong Lorazepam would put me to sleep, unfortunately it put me to
    sleep at work when I tried to stop. Its a shame even broken in half
    at the lowest lovel I would be very sedated. (As you can see I am
    very sensitive to meds). Oh well at least its a sign that I don’t
    abuse them like some stories I’ve heard…

  7. Neva Marjory Says:

    AMANDA!!! Is that you?? You probobly dont remember me. I’m Brandy
    from the celexa group. I havent posted there in eons!!! We both
    started c around the same time, and both had the awful side effects.
    I’m on lexapro now for panic attacks/GAD and depression, and have no
    side effects at all from it. I dont know how I feel soo much better,
    but this is a miracle drug for me, and I’ve only been on it 2 weeks
    and its already started to work. I am finally leaving my house again-
    I was house bound for 4 months b/c of my anxiety, My panic attacks
    are GONE, and my depression has lifted!!! I have a ton of energy,
    and I feel great! How have you been? I’ve been wondering about you,
    and how you’ve come along on the celexa! I hope you remember me.
    Let me know how you’ve been. You may remember me as macway, or bgm24
    (my screen names). Good luck to you!
    Brandy

  8. Neva Marjory Says:

    I am finding that shortly after I take Lex I get a little euphoric,
    then I am good to go for about 20 hours and then I am just thinking
    about my next Lex because it seems to wear off. I’ve also found I
    can prolong the euphoric state with coffee and coffee also seems to
    get me down that last mile to my next Lex. The problem with that is
    I have high blood pressure AND when the coffee wears off I feel
    awful. I have had no side effects from the Lex and it has made me
    feel like myself for the first time in years. I just wish it could
    be 24/day! Actually, I did experience one side in the bedroom, but
    I haven’t decided if that’s a bad thing or not yet.
    Alan

  9. Neva Marjory Says:

    There is a slight possibility that it could. Remember everyone’s
    chemistry is different and there may be other reasons why you have
    been told to stop. The best thing is to ask your doctor on your next
    visit.
    Anthony

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