Wonderings and general “stuff”
Anthony-Have not heard from you in a few days and just hoping
everything is ok with your Mom .
I know the Holidays can be a hard time for alot of people.This will
be my first Christmas away from my husband since we met.I am going to
my Mom’s and my son will be there so that’s good .
I am constantly worried about my Mom,but try to take things a day at
a time.Not always easy.
My mom had me when she was in her 44.She is going blind and even
typing that hurts,cause denial is a wonderful thing at times …but
she is and she has heart disease (aortic valve and angina ), she has
severe osteoporosis, she has had several TIA’s (mini strokes) she
also has diverticulosis (pockets in bowels ) Osreoarthritis … well
you get the idea .
We are very very close .I love this lady with all my heart .My son is
just a great kid.I’m divorced from his father but I made sure my son
(Devin)did NOT go through what I did when my parents divorced .
My ex was abusive to me,but kids have an unconditional love for their
parents .I would not allow anyone to put his father down, and went to
great lengths to keep him from feeling in the middle of the divorce .
It has paid off .
He is a very emotionally healthy 14 year old .
Anyway, My son and mother are why I am not living with my husband .I
can’t uproot my son when he is doing so well in school and has good
friends.
Although I have a sister that lives on PEI , I am the one that has
looked after mom and house repairs etc.
My husband knew when he took the job i could not go with him .He
admitted hoping I would change my mind,but that’s not gonna happen .
So this is my Christmas situation ugh lol.I will be with my husband
for New Year’s so that good at least, But I have to be back here for
the dog barking dog trial that is Feb 13th .I have 25 names so far of
other neighbors saying my dogs are not left out barking .Many didnt
know I even had dogs .
Anyway I just thought I’d tell abit about myself and background .
I hope others feel free to do this .
We all need to vent sometimes .I just want people to know it’s ok to
do that here .
Please don’t feel that because something is off the topic of
Lexapro,that you can’t share it here .
My hope for this group is that we offer our experiences with
Lexapro,but are also here to support each other through the hard
times .
Anyway enough from me lol (man I can sure rattle on ) lol
Anyway hugs and you are in my thoughts and prayers .
Lesli