Hi Mary -
I understand the numbing out of feelings you are describing…I got that way
on Paxil, like I just could care less about anything, good or bad. But, I
suspect that I was on a dose that was higher than I needed. At the time, my
solution was to get off the drug completely. I may not have had to do that if
I had just cut my dose to 10 mg. or so.
Prozac was another story all together - on that medication, I had absolutely
no conscience, or sense of right or wrong, and I did whatever I wanted,
which, included some behavior I regret.
One thing I truly missed being off the Paxil was not worrying. I worry so
much about EVERYTHING. And, although my life is good, I have 6 grown
children, and a husband, not to mention the 3 grandkids, who depend on me to
hold
this crazy family together. You think that after the kids grow up, your
problems will be over. The problems just get bigger…lol. And, like most
families, we have some craziness going on…one crisis to the next. Just day
to
day living can take its toll. Anyway, the point I am taking a long time to get
to, is, that, I too, would trade off a bit of numbed feelings for less
anxiety and worry. I won’t miss the worry a bit.
Marilyn