Hey guys and gals,
First of all I’ve been on 10mg of Lexapro once a day (still taking
it at the moment). I’ve been taking it for about 6-7 weeks. It took
about 2 or so weeks to kick in, but my anxiety decreased, and I
actually started feeling really good. Then I started experiencing:
-Insomnia (difficulty falling asleep)
-Fatigue, tired (likely due to the lack of sleep)
-Loss of appetite (can’t even eat within 1-2 hours of waking up, so
usually end up skipping breakfast and go straight to lunch. I also
get more full from less food, I’ve lost some weight, but my body fat
has increased)
-Loss of balance
-Mood swings (happy -
frustrated -
-Excess energy (although this could be because I stopped
exercising / surfing after I started getting anxiety problems, which
I will get into shortly)
-Occasionnal tightness in throat.
-mild Muscle spasms that come and go in one area - usually lasts a
few days and goes away, but may come back (stomach / left bottom
eyelid / right arm / left quadricep for examples) Although the
spasms were occuring before I started Lexapro.
-Rare hot flashes
-Depression (goes along with mood swings)
-Suicidal Thoughts - not actually planning it, but thoughts that
just come into my mind like, “you should kill yourself”. I highly
doubt I would actually act on these thoughts, but for someone with
anxiety you can assume thinking these things would make one uneasy.
When these thoughts do come into my mind, I just say they are
thoughts, and immediately say I would never do that. Also a fear
that I might get horrible symptoms / untolerable panic attack that I
would hurt myself in order to end such things.
Obviously, not all of these can be attributed to Lexapro, and are
common symptoms of anxiety. However, I feel a good amount of them
are because of the medication, and i’d much rather have anxiety and
panic attacks than these things.
I’m 17 years old, and my anxiety / panic problems started after
having a rather bad reaction to smoking marijuana. I smoked it only
a few times in my life, and this one time I smoked it I smoked more
than I usually do. I had a full on panic attack, I also felt extreme
feelings of terror and some odd physical / psychological feelings
during the ‘bad trip’. It lasted about 4-5 hours, and I was totally
WHIPED OUT the following day.
I had a panic attack a few days later and thought I was going to
die. Had 3 total trips to the emergency room, though none of them
were actually necessary besides for my peace of mind in knowing that
I was actually fine. I’ve been seeing a councelor to help me with
ways in handling anxiety (I started seeing him about 2-3 weeks ago,
so while I’m still on Lexapro) and I feel like I wish I had learned
some of these techniques for handling anxiety and panic attacks
before I started Lexapro.
Anyways, I would like to apologize for the long post.
I suppose I’m seeking some sort of refuge here so that people who
are experiencing similar things and are more familiar with the topic
can give me some guidance.
I want to stop taking Lexapro, I plan to talk to my doctor about it,
and establish a plan as to how I can ween myself off of it.
I was wondering if anyone has any suggestions on how to handle
anxiety / panic attacks without the assistance of medication?
And if anyone can give me some advice about coming off Lexapro, and
what I can expect. Is it tough? are there any withdrawal symptoms?
Thanks a lot for reading!
Best,
-Brian